Needful things

I can feel change tugging at my sleeve. My true needs, my subconscious mind, no matter how I try to suppress it has risen to the foreground of my daily thoughts. I can't seem to hold it back any more.

I really need some space and private quiet time. I thought I'd have to bite the bullet and move house, but it looks like my luck is holding and the tides are shifting without me having to do anything.

So Ben is almost definitely taking the job in Azerbaijan, he'll be away 6 weeks out of every 8, and Al is at Renee's 50% of the time. So basically I will soon have the house to myself a lot of the time...perfect! I'm sure I will get sick of being on my own eventually, and miss the boys company. But at this point in time, I really need my own space.

I'm really looking forward to going away to Melbourne and spending some 'quality time' with my Mum and sister Jane. I think I don't realise how much I need my family sometimes. Being an adult I guess you feel you need to be able to deal with any of life's problems on your own. But sometime you have to let go and allow your family to be in your life.